This whole month I've been fighting with my insurance company to get back my full dose of medication for my Fibromyalgia that doubles as an anti-depressent. My insurance company denied my dose, saying it was "to much for them to pay." When I went into the doc, he decided to try and drop me to HALF my usual dose. Half of my usual dose would take me 3 weeks to adjust to. So for a week, I was heavily confused, pain increasing day by day, proving that I couldn't deal with half my dose. My head was seriously messed up, I wasn't thinking straight, and when my Grandma went to fill my meds a week after having bumped down my dose... guess what?

Medicaid went ahead and told the pharmacy "Oh~! LOL you've been on this for 2 years going on 3 now! I guess we'll pay it! !" SO she went ahead and got me the full prescription.

I also had to deal with my friend's psycho ex breaking all of her stuff and spreading it on MY LAWN, and before that, I had to go collect her, (along with my DM and friend,) from the park before her ex found her and beat her some more. I'll tell you what, taking a swing at the asshole and connecting with his throat was very gratifying.

So as I just started getting back to my normal dose, Yesterday, I felt like shit so I slept all day. Normal for me, to catch up on my "feel good" days. So... Today, I woke up at 9am, and took my shower, felt great! Just as I'm walking out the door, I realized I needed to return my friend her DS I borrowed. So as I'm driving down the road with Pandy in my car, I see a cop pull out behind me. I thought "no biggy, he just pulled someone over, and he's just heading back down the road, I'm not speeding." Five minutes later, his lights turn on.

when I got pulled over and my car was impounded for something that was FUCKED UP through my CAR'S INSURANCE and they told me I haven't had insurance since May of 2011! Apparently, my address at the DMV was WRONG and they were never updated from the insurance saying 'Hey, this has been renewed in June." So the cop impounded my car after casually driving behind me and "just happened to run my plates." in his own words. (Translation: He was making quota, and picked me to check up on.) So having all that dealt with the DMV, the Justice Court and a stack of paper, my mom had to pay 143$ out of her own pocket just to deal with the state's impound fee and the fee of not having insurance this whole time (which of course was bullshit, because I've HAD INSURANCE from June 2011!) So at 5pm, I go to get my car, after having the ticket waved (which, was a nice break because that would have been 300$) and they wanted to charge us another 300$ to get my car out of impound. We couldn't pay it. So here I am at home, without a car, my grandparents out of town (and mind you, they're FURIOUS) and they get to pay an extra 25$ per day the car sits in the impound.

I'm ready to rip my hair out. I'm tired. I hurt. I don't feel good. I have D&D tomorrow. I have yet to even make dinner. I'm having a hard time thinking straight so sorry if this didn't make a lot of sense to you. (the legal shit with the car doesn't make sense to me, either.)

But yeah. That's why I've been silent as of late.